Poem 1

My heart;
It once was big and bright
Stolen
Now it's black and dark inside
And now I don't know if I have one


Long ago I was a happy free
Well at least I thought
Until that fatal day
The storms came in and I lost my heart
I was niaeve
stupid
and in love
or was I?


The storms go by
I am all alone
cleaning up the mess I made
while I am still trying to get up
my legs they're sinking
I grab somthing
nothing works
I start sliding in
As my hands are hanging off the edge
no one is there to help me...


I stay in this position for months
Suddenly
I thought


I can help myself!
Who cares if no one comes?
I pulled as hard as I could out
And for the first time
I stood up.

I love Pokemon!!

Look! Look this is what I drew today!! And I did this all thanks to my amazing laptop! Hooray!! I really like the updated version of Paint on PC. (Oops I'm off topic..) This is Ralts, this is one of my favorite Pokemon ever! When I was younger (hmm... about 10 or 11) I got my first actual Pokemon game, Pokemon Sapphire!! I didn't ever finish it (yet! Some day I will!!) but I always got this little guy out in the fields every time I restarted. It took a long time for me to get Ralts at first... and I really REALLY hated Wally (if you've ever played ruby/sapphire)  who catches a Ralts in no time, WHICH IS IMPOSSIBLE! But anyways this is a cool Pokemon, I drew it and that makes me AWESOME!!!... Gotta catch them all! PO-KE-MON!!! :P

Another Wind waker boss battle drawing!

#2

It's my latest drawing!(well not exactly, It took me a while to get my scanner to work). It's Wind Waker Link throwing his trusty boomerang at the Kalle Demos!

#1

 This time I drew with colored pencils instead of markers and crayons! It seems to me that ever since I went to hawaii last summer, my drawings have extremely improved! Just look! I'm so happy! This drawing is really good! The one thing I did miss was link's shadow, but it still looks amazing!  

Sup!

Jeez, this year has been hard. The guy I liked from previous posts is away from me forever and he loves someone else, so typical (why did I even like him in the first place?!?!). I have joined so many new clubs and my schedule is jacked up, but it keeps time for cute guys away from me (Yay! No more drama for now). Writing more stories, so maybe I'll be able to put up some of those! I'm drawing MORE DOODLES!! The year is almost over and my life has changed so much, sometimes I wish I could slap my past self... 

Life is tuff! Don't stop BELIEVIN'!!

Well for a while I was feeling down and it hurt me inside that I couldn't do anything about the problem I was facing. But there was hope inside my gut, that I should keep on dreaming... so during the pain, tears, and sadness I was dreaming even if I didn't want to. But months passed and a shinning new rainbow of happiness has finally had come down. Why did I still keep in dreaming? Why did I never lose hope even though I was balling my eyes out? Well... because when I was very little my mom bought me (next to the pokemon stuff and a roller-skates) was a movie called Cinderella. In that movie even though Cinderella had a super crappy life she still kept on dreaming and soon enough she had got her wish in dancing with the prince; thats who inspired me. So thanks again cinderella for helping me, no matter what age I am.

So when your In trouble always remember to dream!

Rant of the day

Why WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :[ Why is it that things in life go horribly wrong and later in your dreams they keep on showing you the things that you love but cant hold onto! (huff.. Puff..XP) Ok I think im good... wait.. ARRRGGGHHH!!! WWWWWHHY!!!!!?

ZOMG!!!!!! :O

Woah!!! I just realized I haven't been on in a long time.. (well no one cares anyways) but its just been so busy these couple of weeks camping, my best bud visited me for a couple of weeks, I was stomped on and just sat by myself, finished a couple of vid games, And got ready for school (huff.. huff). Thats a lot! I never do so much over the summer until then. But I'll be back!

This is an example of what summer did to me